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COMMENT ON MY ENTRY!
AMY
14 June 2009 @ 10:05 pm
08 June 2009 @ 02:08 pm
sometimes..
the more you want to forget..
you tend to hang on to the memories more..
the more you want to forget..
you tend to hang on to the memories more..
MOOD: 
confused
confused05 June 2009 @ 06:47 pm
had a really bad fall.
that's dumb i know.
and now.
i'm aching all over.
oh damn.
that's dumb i know.
and now.
i'm aching all over.
oh damn.
MOOD: 
embarrassed
embarrassed05 June 2009 @ 01:38 am
sometimes.
i have no idea what to do or what to say.
sometimes.
i have to keep my feelings to myself.
whatever it is.
i still have to overcome all the problems that's bothering me.
p.s
i'm falling sick soon.
down with some freaky headache.
bet it's better if it's just migrane.
my head aching in a bad way.
damn.
i have no idea what to do or what to say.
sometimes.
i have to keep my feelings to myself.
whatever it is.
i still have to overcome all the problems that's bothering me.
p.s
i'm falling sick soon.
down with some freaky headache.
bet it's better if it's just migrane.
my head aching in a bad way.
damn.
MOOD: 
cranky
cranky23 May 2009 @ 01:45 pm
sometimes.
i can't help i wonder.
did make the right decisions?
it seems like.
i'm always regret the decisions i made.
and now.
i don't feel i can trust myself anymore.
i want to believe.
i want to learn to believe.
even if my heart and brain isn't making the same decisions.
but now,
can i believe you?
i can't help i wonder.
did make the right decisions?
it seems like.
i'm always regret the decisions i made.
and now.
i don't feel i can trust myself anymore.
i want to believe.
i want to learn to believe.
even if my heart and brain isn't making the same decisions.
but now,
can i believe you?
MOOD: confused
confused22 May 2009 @ 08:27 pm
i have no idea why i'm so exhausted today.
so here i am to talk about some very important things.
(to save me the time from telling everyone. and when others ask i can just ask them to refer to my blog.)
i woke up very early in the morning.
okay. maybe not that early. i woke up at 8.30am. (it's consider early for me for this week okay. been feeling sick for the past few days.)
the reason i'm able to wake up early because.. my dad is paying for my diploma course at mdis! :)
so. next month. i be starting my diploma in mass communications at mdis with rachel and dymples.
oh. and. i promise my parents i be studying extra hard for the diploma course.
(hey. it's not as if i didn't study hard in bishan okay? i worked hard for my HNITEC cert also.)
so yeah.
oh. i CUT my hair again.
HAHAHAS.
so. that's it.
i'm off for my much needed rest. :)
till then.
bye.
so here i am to talk about some very important things.
(to save me the time from telling everyone. and when others ask i can just ask them to refer to my blog.)
i woke up very early in the morning.
okay. maybe not that early. i woke up at 8.30am. (it's consider early for me for this week okay. been feeling sick for the past few days.)
the reason i'm able to wake up early because.. my dad is paying for my diploma course at mdis! :)
so. next month. i be starting my diploma in mass communications at mdis with rachel and dymples.
oh. and. i promise my parents i be studying extra hard for the diploma course.
(hey. it's not as if i didn't study hard in bishan okay? i worked hard for my HNITEC cert also.)
so yeah.
oh. i CUT my hair again.
HAHAHAS.
so. that's it.
i'm off for my much needed rest. :)
till then.
bye.
MOOD: 
ecstatic
ecstatic16 May 2009 @ 08:26 pm
seeing you again.
brought back the memories.
memories that i once thought i don't even remember anymore.
that's how fate works isn't it?
brought back the memories.
memories that i once thought i don't even remember anymore.
that's how fate works isn't it?
14 May 2009 @ 01:17 am
this time.
i don't know how to start over again.
just when everything in the world seems so simple.
i just.
want to start all over again.
i don't know how to start over again.
just when everything in the world seems so simple.
i just.
want to start all over again.
MOOD: 
lethargic
lethargic11 May 2009 @ 05:28 pm
third day in a row.
sleepless nights since friday after the accident.
once again, i made mum worried about me again.
seen the doctor, got some medicine that hopefully makes me feel all better.
i hate the nightmares.
i hated the fact that i almost died.
i hated the fact you not going to be there.
and that upsets me.
i needed to find _________________.
sleepless nights since friday after the accident.
once again, i made mum worried about me again.
seen the doctor, got some medicine that hopefully makes me feel all better.
i hate the nightmares.
i hated the fact that i almost died.
i hated the fact you not going to be there.
and that upsets me.
i needed to find _________________.
MOOD: blah
blah09 May 2009 @ 12:42 am
i couldn't sleep after i blog the previous entry.
i couldn't stop thinking about the accident that happened.
i couldn't keep it out of my mind.
at that point of time.
the thought that what that driver did could kill me didn't occur to me.
AT ALL.
my mind went blank.
in fact. i wasn't even scared.
and hearing my mum scream.
and when i saw how worried my mum was.
i didn't know how to react.
i just feel i'm not myself anymore.
i'm not as happy as i used to be.
i never like crying during birthdays. cause i find it as a bad omen.
and i did.
i couldn't stop thinking about the accident that happened.
i couldn't keep it out of my mind.
at that point of time.
the thought that what that driver did could kill me didn't occur to me.
AT ALL.
my mind went blank.
in fact. i wasn't even scared.
and hearing my mum scream.
and when i saw how worried my mum was.
i didn't know how to react.
i just feel i'm not myself anymore.
i'm not as happy as i used to be.
i never like crying during birthdays. cause i find it as a bad omen.
and i did.
after the accident.
i realise.
how much my mum loves me.
how worried she is when she saw at that point of time. i could just die.
what else could i say?
i'm speechless.
thinking back now.
what would happen to my mum if i really died?
i be breaking all the promises i once made to her.
i won't be there for her anymore.
it's only today.
i then realise.
i'm EVERYTHING to my mum.
and.
my mum is EVERYTHING to me.
:)
i LOVE you mummy.
i then realise.
i'm EVERYTHING to my mum.
and.
my mum is EVERYTHING to me.
:)
i LOVE you mummy.
MOOD: calm
calm